I started to put this in a comment and then realized it was getting kind of long, AND my last post deserved a follow-up so here goes…

For the record… It wasn't 4 solid months of me feeling bad and him ignoring me, just various degrees of withdrawal and a feeling that something was 'off'. Believe me - it was still twice as much good as bad (If I could even dare call it bad).
Even the worse day with my honey(yesterday) is better then the best day with my ex and for that I'll be FOREVER grateful. It wasn't that he was acting mean or anything it was just me, letting my fears and insecurities get the best of me. And him not talking to me because… well I’m not really sure why…

And yes - now that he's FINALLY talked to me... we've agreed that even if we can't 'fix' the problem (money issues - bleh) we can take strides to improve on it.

For the record, I’m feeling better. I’m kind of mad that I didn’t get to enjoy and appreciate my workout this morning – but happy I got it done despite...everything.

I thought this snippit of our conversation earlier just about sums it up.

TheFiance says: :(

TheFiance says:
Hello

PartTimeMom says:
hi honey

PartTimeMom says:
what's up?

PartTimeMom says:
is there something wrong?

TheFiance says:
no why?

TheFiance says:
I have tons of work

PartTimeMom says:
cause you said 'hi" with a sad face

TheFiance says:
yep, I was sad because you cried

TheFiance says:
this situation is really hurting us

TheFiance says:
I am not going anywhere but it is making life miserable

PartTimeMom says:
I agree 100% so lets do what we can to fix it. I feel like we have a plan - and I really do believe we can execute it if we work together...

TheFiance says:
you said execute, you sound like a manager

Then we laughed