When will accept the fact that I need to get serious about losing weight? It wasn't when I went to almost 290 pounds. Will it be the fact that my blood pressure is starting to get out-of-control? Or the fact that my feet are breaking down from all the extra weight?  I could cripple myself just by going barefoot. There's something really wrong with that.

 Getting ready to go to the gym now. Still funny it hard to get out of the house. But I'm going to do it. I keep telling myself I'll feel better once I go. I know I'll feel better once I go. But that initial motivation is hard to find.

I've got my workout clothes on, I've taken my no explode, just need to get my socks and shoes on and get into the car! I can do this!