Wednesday, November 22, 2017

I give up! Between the stress of cooking and the need to taste test everything I’m making weight loss just isn’t happening right now. Thwre’s No way I’m going to hit my goal by the time we leave for Germany!

Tuesday, November 21, 2017

Blah. Holidays have me completely off track!

Sunday, November 19, 2017

Working on loosing weight during the holiday season is really hard.  I can't seem to put the effort and focus I need to when I've got so much going on.  Still going to try to hit the gym tomorrow - and then it's off to the store and starting thanksgiving dinner cooking.

Saturday, November 18, 2017

Thursday, November 16, 2017

Woke up this AM 4 pounds heavier then yesterday. Then I fell apart - food was terrible. I now feel sick and bloated. I want to to say fuckit. But I won’t.

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

today's been better

I've been logging daily for a week now - it hasn't made my food perfect, but has at least made me more aware.  Today went much much better then the day before.  Goal is to be 259 by the time we leave for Germany on Dec 3rd.  I was 263 this am.  I wish stick with it - stay focused and reach this short term goal.

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

still struggling

still not losing.  I'm not staying consistent.  I know all I need to do is say 'no' to the crap food, but it never seems to be that easy.

I want to be less than 260 when we go to Germany - that's just 6 lbs.  But man have I struggled to drop those 6 pounds!!

*sigh* I need to focus and stop fluffin' around.