Eiyeiyei (is that how you spell that?)

What a year so far.  My big push for change in the beginning of the year seemed to blow up in my face.  I did manage to give up diet soda for a whole 30 days - but that seemed to trigger something and I started eating, and eating and eating...  I allowed diet soda back into my life, and I'm still eating.  Everything.In.Site

I want to stop, I really do  *sigh*

Anyway, I'm trying to get myself wound back up, find my motivation and will, bring my inner brat in line so that I can start doing what's good for me again.  And I'm going to try to do a better job of blogging and being accountable for my actions.